i am going to ev convert a pontiac aztek and there’s nothing you can do to stop me
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small posts and threadstoday is when my post-op should’ve been, but it’s tomorrow. i didn’t think anything of this initially, but right now i would give anything to be getting all this off my face in 7 hours instead of 31.
also like my jaw and mouth are still so fuckin swollen 😩🫠 aaaaaa
my copy of @victoriascott.bsky.social’s “We Deserve This” got delivered the day of my FFS and so I haven’t gotten to look at it (can’t wear my glasses really) but it felt very appropriate and special still.
cannot wait to peruse!
i hate feeling like a constant nuisance and like no one wants to talk to me. i think i can just only talk about surgery and it’s not fun for people, idk
love internalizing you don’t really have friends anymore, just loose acquaintances you catch up with every couple years
i read the detailed surgical report and now my brain is obsessed with how my forehead was deadass removed from my head, flattened, and screwed back in. medical science is metal—literally.
i had ffs yesterday! it went wonderfully, and healing is smooth so far. 🥰 i can already tell i’m going to be so happy with the results!
I didn't buy this jacket on clearance and it was gone the next time I was there, I still think about it all the time 😭
i've gotten a little tired of recounting my traumatic childhood over and over in order to get letters for surgery tbh !