shout-out to the pharmacist who saw my comment of "i don't care if insurance covers it, i just want it" on my estradiol refill and clocked what was going on and filled it within the hour lol
notes
small posts and threadssucks having all the joy pulled out of a new part of myself to the point i wish i’d never discovered it in the first place
i wish i had figured out so much about myself earlier in life, when i still had a chance to build a life around it.
now it feels like things are out of my hands, and i just have to adapt and work with what i have.
it’s sad that we live in a society where i sometimes am thankful that i was diagnosed with my disabilities as an adult… because of how poorly we treat disabled kids.
certainly in the early 2000’s things were worse so like, did the gifted kid burnout path ultimately traumatize me less? dunno!
i think regardless knowing i was autistic before my 30s would’ve been cool, explains a lot actually.