having DID is fucking wild because i just found a half hour long voice note from last night where four of us fronted and you can literally hear different voices for each of us and it’s so obvious when we switch and i have no memory of any of it
posted our gaming computer and accessories on facebook marketplace to get rid of them 😭 people are so cheap even though i priced everything sooooo affordably. they’re good deals!!
traffic today was so awful, and there was a train stopped on the tracks making it challenging to cross town to get home. so frustrating!!
A week from today we’ll be in Costa Rica. That’s wild to think about — and also horrifying because there is still sooooo much to do. We’ll get it done though! 😅
Testing my first post from the iOS app i’ve been working on to post to my website!
threads work too! worried about what having such easy access to posting will be like for me 🤭
traveled to costa rica on bumble ahead of our move next week (!!) and omg so many hot people help me
a last minute house showing came up today in a few hours and things are a wreck because we've been packing and cleaning out old things, now I have to panic clean and get the house ready. I really needed a fairly chill day today.
and i'm a day late on my injection ugh.
actually deactivated our bluesky, it's done. scared about feeling too disconnected, but also that's sort of what i need.
i have this super fun part of my OCD where i get like, stuck on the idea of killing myself even though i’m not actually suicidal at all? but i just spiral over and over thinking about the idea even though there’s actually no real threat? it’s distressing but not actionable and i hate it so much.
I have so much work to be doing to get ready for my move in… eleven days 😅 Definitely not stressed the fuck out at all, which isn’t helping my lack of motivation 🙃
Apple not providing a built-in way to call their emoji picker UI is so frustrating – every developer has to implement their own non-standard UI for emoji reactions! I've been toying around with different methods and am ultimately just going to have to have a file with every single emoji in it with keywords for search... and that's so gross.
okay, guess we're plural again? aimee and ethan both fronted today. well, i'm ethan and i'm fronting right now. not sure what's going on, a bit unsettled by all the change.
most likely going back to posting on my website primarily, and i backed up all my bluesky posts there also:
i brought back the notes feature here because i've become a bit disillusioned with bluesky's moderation lately – they're going after trans people for extremely minor infractions and it's made me think about my relationship with social media some.
i am bad about doomscrolling, and letting things get to me. i want to post here more. talk about the music i'm listening to, my move, share photos. i imported all of my historical posts (minus replies and quotes) from bluesky here for posterity's sake.
we'll see if i can follow through.
i miss ethan so much
i miss ethan so much
a major downside of basically losing my plurality for the moment is that i am unmotivated to work on the system tracking app i was daily driving
not to mention one of the others enjoyed development work more than me. i'd rather read or write things.
but it was really getting good! bummer.
a major downside of basically losing my plurality for the moment is that i am unmotivated to work on the system tracking app i was daily driving
not to mention one of the others enjoyed development work more than me. i'd rather read or write things.
but it was really getting good! bummer.
just did an estrogen injection thinking it was shot day and i did one on sunday… whoops this’ll be fun 🙃
just did an estrogen injection thinking it was shot day and i did one on sunday… whoops this’ll be fun 🙃