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Ethan
(he/him)
been wearing my binder more lately and feeling good about myself 🥰
notes
small posts and threadsiPadOS: floating windows with a menu bar, full keyboard and trackpad support, literally running on a M3
also iPadOS: cannot play a TV show and a video on Bluesky at the same time
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Zari
(they/she)
"i wanna come over and play dress up together"
i just look like a woman all the time actually on account of being one, thanks
i mean like,,, we're actually a man like 30% of the time but that's not relevant here lmfao
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Ethan
(he/him)
help our tiktok for you page has decided we have bpd now apparently
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Ethan
(he/him)
spent the day ignoring social media and building a lil place to track what books we're reading, have read, and want to read – with ratings and optional reviews!
we don't have all our physical books with us so we can't add all of them, but added the hits. take a look:
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Zari
(they/she)
what if i was just like, not debilitatingly mentally ill that would be so cool actually
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Zari
(they/she)
we've spent so much time working on an iOS/macOS app and are this close to scrapping it and building a PWA instead because holy FUCK is CloudKit a pain in the fucking ass and if I'm using something else for encrypted storage I may as well make it cross-platform at that point
do you want cloud storage that only achieves eventual consistency and sometimes just decides a new device with no data is the most important and deletes everything? what? you want to build safeguards against that? don't be silly! it's an entirely opaque sync process you have zero visibility into!!
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Zari
(they/she)
out of curiosity fed some of our recent journal entries into an "ai detector" and most of them said 0% but one of them said 40% AI written, and nope, those were just our words lol
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Zari
(they/she)
thinking about the cis woman who asked me if i'd had a tracheal shave because she couldn't see an adam's apple lmao
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Zari
(they/she)
i was forced to transition because i’m too good at shopping on instacart and doordash and we all know men aren’t capable of that
to be clear this dumbass replaced mucinex cold and flu am/pm with plain ass advil. thanks for nothing.
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Zari
(they/she)
apropos of nothing, we really don't have a clitoris
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Zari
(they/she)
hey if new alters could STOP showing up in the middle of the night that would be great we have enough thank you goodbye
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Melanie
(she/her)
remembered i’ve been sleeping in the bed i was assaulted in, can’t sleep now. i just want to go home already and never see this place again
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Zari
(they/she)
i had a leg cramp in the middle of the night that was so bad it hurts to walk this morning, hours later 😩
you can't pour from an empty cup
ours: broken in shards attempt after attempt to mend failing
unable to hold anything good
toxicity stays stuck tar staining personalities
we don't even know yet
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Ethan
(he/him)
people are so fucking normal to us (also our MOM beat us thank you very much)
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Zari
(they/she)
love eating an entire box of shells and cheese for dinner we will certainly not regret eating an entire box of shells and cheese for dinner
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Zari
(they/she)
we will probably never publish our alter indicator parsing extension because the infinite possibilities of bio layout and the complexity of emoji make it break every 5 minutes >.<
that said if you want a copy i have a safari and chrome build i can share lol just no guarantees lmao
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Zari
(they/she)
rewatching bar rescue because i lack self-respect and need mindless entertaininment
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Zari
(they/she)
today was a lot better, group therapy was good. still no luck finding a new individual therapist though, keep getting really dismissive and discouraging responses from the therapists i reach out to 😔