in some ways my brain created a family of people to take care of me in my head because my external family was harmful. i’m thankful to have them during hard times like this. melanie and i have had some really helpful conversations.
the only constant in our life is that our body is for men to take and use for their pleasure however they like regardless of how it destroys us
do y'all shave your feet or are those unique brainworms we have
this lyft driver went around the block 4 times before stopping, reeks of weed, and misgendered me lmao sick
well there's literally not another room available on the property at all so i am forced to stare at and sleep in the bed that i was sexually assaulted in for the next two weeks while allegedly working on my mental health full time i'm sure that's going to go well
stares into camera so that was a lie
our arm is still sore and bruised from him biting us
never asked if that was okay either
random makeup tip: eyeshadow with shimmer for inner corner highlight accentuates texture and pulls light in a bad way – use a matte light skin-tone shade or like, bone/white if you're pale like me, it'll look much better. if you need shine for the look, a little glitter over that works better!
in better news we are five weeks sober and will not be letting all of this ruin that, it has been so fucking worth it
hey... if you say "this really hurts" and "i don't think i can do this" and are verbally wincing a hookup should stop right? he shouldn't grab your hips and push into you?
like it eventually felt good but uhhhhhh i am having feelings and am very confused and conflicted and idk man
group therapy today was rough, this guy got angry and it was triggering.
🌟 i fronted and didn't know where i was in the cafeteria and it was very scary, i was just super quiet and followed the line back to the room and sat there but people kept asking me questions and i didn't know what to say 😔
i was going to consult for BA a bit ago but had to decide not to because Ethan’s chest dysphoria and binder wearing. i still think about it so often.
being plural is not the most fun thing.
thinking about the guy in group therapy who responded to us saying “i have no idea who i am” immediately with “well, however many of you there are, there, four, whatever” when we have not mentioned DID 🙃
finally wore a two piece swimsuit after like,, 9 years of transition and swam for the first time in 5 years. it was sooo nice 🥰
not all furries, but almost always a furry for some reason we genuinely cannot parse
wild that somehow the take always becomes “online community isn’t valid, i’m morally superior to you because i live somewhere i have queer friends” when it’s about privacy and consent. irl friends still have group chats where they talk shit, sorry to say.
well i picked a good day to be too busy to Log On and then to be taking a break from bluesky for the next ~3 weeks (if i can manage the self control) 🥴
if you wanna chat DM me for signal/discord would love to have folks to talk to!! 🥰
we need to hook our medication tracker into bluesky so we can’t post until we’ve taken our mental health meds lmao
i think i prefer looking at pre-transition photos than post-transition pre-FFS ones? is that weird?
working on a browser extension that labels posts with alter indicators with information from bios :3 it's early and very buggy but we're excited – though we never finish projects, so you know
