notes

thinking about how my mom told me i wasn’t autistic when i talked to her about wanting to get diagnosed

“mom, i was nonverbal until i was like 6” “yeah but that has nothing to do with autism!”

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good morning other mentally ill people in my phone

we enabled (privacy friendly, server-side) analytics on https://system.gay and uhhhhhh that's a lot more people than we expected to be reading about us lol

sobbing because we came out as plural to a discord full of friends and they're all reading our website and encouraging us to discern who's fronting in conversation and showing curiosity and it's so fucking nice 🥺😭

who else looks forward to their afternoon buspirone dose every day i love feeling happy again

a vase, shattered early in creation shards too complex to coalesce

a perpetual unknown

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y’all know who you are?

having feelings, wrote about it

forever immune from trans community discourse because thanks to being plural i am a nonbinary person, binary transsexual woman, and trans man all in one so you cannot be mad at me sorry those are the rules

holy shit got my first binders (went with light compression to test it out) and cried from the gender euphoria i feel so fucking good right now 😭🥰🏳️‍⚧️

i don't think it says anything good about my relationship to my body that i can look in the mirror and guess my weight within a half pound accurately tbh, but it is a fun party trick

just in case no one noticed, today's horrendously self-loathing transphobic main character also hates plural folks.

"dissociative DID bullshit" like it's not a real fucking disorder i'm diagnosed with or anything (also i corrected her spelling of "dissassociative" lol)

how to heal your parts when they're not allowed to exist send skeet

setting timers with siri is going great in iOS 26 Beta 3 i just wanted to make my bagel bites 😭

we want to make a browser extension that fetches the bio of anyone who opens a post with an emoji, then puts that headmate's name on the post like a label, i think it would be very useful

think very carefully before letting a headmate that rarely fronts claim an emoji you use in conversation normally bc now i can't and she's never around anyway and that shit sucks lmfao

it’s 4:13am and i’m stuck awake searching the entire internet because i CANNOT find that gif of the girl holding up a phone in a club that says “POPPERS??? FAG” scrolling and it’s driving me wild

my kingdom for a scrap of body temperature regulation PLEASE i am sweating one second and freezing the next 😭

girl breakfast