so for some reason, our iPad when docked at our desk sends 5.1 audio to the dock, and it sends only the rear left and right channels to the speakers?
of course Apple Knows Best so there are no settings to disable 5.1 and force downsampling. no issue on macOS with the same file though. ugh.
progesterone? more like, ingest her bone
just need to get railed and called a pretty girl 🥺 i have very simple needs
ever since our major dissociative event about a week ago, headspace has been super quiet, we haven’t co-fronted basically at all, and switches are less frequent and more subtle. the child alters have barely come around at all.
it’s a really scary shift.
just learned cishet women are using “FTM” to mean “First Time Mom”???
gosh that’s awfully confusing when you say “i’m pregnant and a FTM” 😵💫
i still read accelerated graphics port every time y’all start shit posting about agp and it makes me feel OLD damn it
a single modern PCIe lane has equivalent bandwidth by the way 🥴
Woman New Game+
omg they updated Fruit Ninja Classic with a BLUEY EVENT ‼️ it’s so fun!
it's so cool having a mental illness that every therapist ever is unable to treat because they literally just don't teach them about it, so fun 🙃
a genuinely startling number of people use our silly little chrome os update tracking website we made on a whim 6 years ago
billion dollar idea: tanning beds but IPL
we’re nonbinary, a transsexual woman, and a transgender man and if you really think about the implications of those labels you can learn a lot about us.
being trans is NOT about being miserable all the time, as much as many online communities want you to think that.
log off, wear the clothes, try the pronouns, get a haircut, buy a binder, live your fucking life!!!
everything in life has risk, not self-actualizing has more than most things.
i did something dumb i probably won't use it my domain is too good
my mom would always use cutsie words like “SO” and “lover” for my wife because acknowledging that i was in a queer relationship would make her spontaneously combust.
can’t believe i accepted that disrespect. well i can, i let her misgender and deadname me for 7 years, lmao
always fun to be honest in response to “hey, how have you been?” and then see someone get quiet because they don’t know how to interact with someone suffering lmao
getting real tired of the people who are obviously just too weak to step up and transition and assert themselves making it everyone else’s fucking problem.
every single one of us has the same concerns and we FUCKING DID IT ANYWAY.
like inject the hormones, wear the clothes, or shut up damn
like, did it cost us our relationship with our entire family? yes.
have we spent time homeless couch surfing to survive? yes.
are we so much fucking happier than we would’ve be been otherwise? GOD YES
turns out not hating yourself every day makes most things easier to handle.
so we had an appointment with our psychiatrist yesterday, in which we were quite vulnerable about how poorly we've been doing lately and the severe dissociative episode we had sunday night, and she felt (and we agree) that things are serious enough we need intensive care.
so next tuesday, we're going to a 3 week outpatient program in nashville. group therapy, individual therapy, and psychiatry appointments from 9am - 4pm monday - friday for most of the month of august.
we're... pretty fucking scared? a bit excited? really embarrassed it's come to this?
apple revive the 12 inch macbook with apple silicon you fucking cowards
remembering the time that an elementary school teacher told us "you really need to move to california, san francisco is the place for you"
...you really could've just called me a slur honestly? lol