i cried more today than i have in so many years. i am physically exhausted and dehydrated from sobbing.
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small posts and threadsgetting grindr ads for my bottom surgeon is always a weird experience 🤭
whoever in my brain has decided we’re having nightmares about losing HRT needs to fucking stop 🫠
i may mentally be doing the worst i have in a long time, but i wake up every day in a body that i am so happy with and that has to count for something
knowing i fucked up a relationship is the worst — nothing more i can to do repair that damage and trauma.
it’s been years and still i lay in bed thinking about how we’d be together, if not for my mistakes. how much i miss them still.
how i wasn’t ready then but i am now, when it’s too late.
coping with everything by exploring increasingly severe kinks
spreading the word about gender nullification surgery by letting anyone eat me out
transsexual lesbianism 👍🏻
i spend too much time alone and the only people that show interest in me want to fuck me and nothing else so my self-worth is thriving
aaAaAAAaaa
anyone know how too not feel like i'm bragging by expressing joy about my body and appearance bc it sucks to feel bad for feeling good !!
i don’t know what snapchat suggesting I add “NYC DOM DADDY 4 TWINKS” means, but I don’t think it’s anything good
you've heard of putting needles in yourself (medical), now introducing putting needles in yourself (horny)!
reactivated my nsfw account, immediately got marked as spam, meanwhile porn bots can overrun the site and no one cares 😵💫
one day my happiness with my bottom surgery results will win against my general modesty and i’ll just post coochie pics on main but today is not that day.
i want to though 😩
god not having a dick is so good strongly recommend
sometimes i think about how my parents managed to go like 7 years without calling me by my name, like what an impressive show of endurance tbh
also to be clear that streak didn’t end bc they came around, i just cut them out of my life lmao
oh god bay area housing politics has found me all these miles away on a different social network fuck
what if families could just like,,, not suck ass and accept people ? a concept
i’ve been really focusing on getting better at eyeliner and jesus fuck this is good
