notes

exceptionally bad brain day bweh

today's fit is this adorable new cluey shirt i got 🥰

"are you a puppy girl because you have arf arf ARFID?" - our wife 🤦🏼‍♀️

the ever-lovely @olivia.ky got us this gorgeous hoodie and BINGO EARS today 🥰 i feel so freaking cute aaaa

just remembering the time last year that i got drugged at a bar by a creep, and then the next morning went to the ER after making it home safely because I was very unwell – they told me i just drank too much and when there was THC in my blood put "Marijuana Abuse" on my chart and did nothing 🙃

cut most of our hair off today, love it soooo much 🥰

why is cigna sending me a push notification every 15 minutes this morning saying “you’re due for a healthcare visit” what do they know that i don’t

so lazy today, but managed to do a little makeup for the first time in a while and felt cute 🥰

thinking about how my mom told me i wasn’t autistic when i talked to her about wanting to get diagnosed

“mom, i was nonverbal until i was like 6” “yeah but that has nothing to do with autism!”

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good morning other mentally ill people in my phone

we enabled (privacy friendly, server-side) analytics on https://system.gay and uhhhhhh that's a lot more people than we expected to be reading about us lol

sobbing because we came out as plural to a discord full of friends and they're all reading our website and encouraging us to discern who's fronting in conversation and showing curiosity and it's so fucking nice 🥺😭

who else looks forward to their afternoon buspirone dose every day i love feeling happy again

a vase, shattered early in creation shards too complex to coalesce

a perpetual unknown

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y’all know who you are?

having feelings, wrote about it

forever immune from trans community discourse because thanks to being plural i am a nonbinary person, binary transsexual woman, and trans man all in one so you cannot be mad at me sorry those are the rules

holy shit got my first binders (went with light compression to test it out) and cried from the gender euphoria i feel so fucking good right now 😭🥰🏳️‍⚧️

i don't think it says anything good about my relationship to my body that i can look in the mirror and guess my weight within a half pound accurately tbh, but it is a fun party trick