oh no not authoritarian communists in my social media
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small posts and threadstoday is six years married to @olivia.ky and it has genuinely flown by?? celebrating today with her bottom surgery shortly!! we’re at the hospital now. i love you, babe! 🥰😍
it’s a heated seat kind of morning, wondered when this would happen! so cozy.
all i want in life is ventilated seats also 😩
i just used “ostensibly” in a grindr message what is wrong with me
i bet your therapist didn’t tell you she was proud of you for getting drunk last night did she
i don’t really feel like moving away from kentucky again if i’m honest but like uhhHhh
i am never less nonbinary than when a man says “i fuck women too you know” like yes, that’s what you’re trying to do right now!
last night was fun
i do wish that gender nullification surgery were more common so i weren’t constantly having to explain it to people though! it’s complicated 😩
disappointing a chaser when i don’t have a cock is highly entertaining shit ngl
i actually think it’s really fun getting my tinder account deactivated because straight men are threatened by their attraction to me. this is easily the 8th time.
i thought that just sending guys a picture of my groin would help their confusion at my surgery but they surely do look at my groin with its lack of vulva and only an exposed urethra and go “a pussy mm”
cried a little this morning because i’m getting quite healed from bottom surgery and i’m just so fucking happy with the results.
i feel so good and comfortable in my body now. i have more interest in sex too!
i wish everyone could have this access to gender-affirming care, it’s such a privilege.
it’s surely not the hardest part of healing from bottom surgery but damn is it inconvenient not being able to have sex for many weeks!! i’m suffering!
tuesday will be three weeks post-op and sitting is still decently uncomfortable so i spend most of my time laying in bed and mentally it is taking a toll on me!!
like the physical pain has sucked but this boredom and cabin fever is worse!
not having genitals 👍👍
healing from not having genitals 👎👎
slept on my side some last night for the first time since surgery which was so nice, but damn did it make me bleed a ton so we won’t be doing that for a bit longer 🫠
sometimes i wake up and i’m in a bad mood for no reason and then im like—Ah! Yes! Take your meds!!—then i feel fine.
having some wild phantom sensations after bottom surgery 😵💫
peeing with my newly located urethra is… interesting so far! not at all unlike a fire sprinkler 😂