notes

i honestly didn't expect to be this sad about having no plans on thanksgiving, i didn't for many years in california. being this close to my family and knowing that i can't be with them for very valid reasons is hard though.

the sound of my dishwasher running after being broken for the last two months is so good 😍😭🥳

hadn't had a stuck in bed depression day since starting meds and i guess it's fun to know that's still a thing i guess

the turtleneck on this dress is legitimately obnoxious but i look good so

I've been on this antidepressant for a month now and overall the effects have been great, but i've had terrible nightmares nearly every night. is it worth it? unclear, it is getting old.

subspace will solve all your problems

i really need keyword filtering to enjoy scrolling here more tbh it is still very unhelpful to see people talking about weed when i'm trying to stay sober from it tbh

I'll never understand why damn near everyone I talk to leaves me on read so much. I'd rather not have read receipts and just not know that they neglected to respond for 6 hours

my wife is out on a date and i ate an entire frozen pizza i think we're both thriving tonight

had a random pastor walk up to me at starbucks and start verbally accosting me about the "transgender lifestyle" and how god doesn't like it, and i started screaming "FUCK OFF GO AWAY" in his face

everyone in the shop started staring at me and i ran out sobbing i am so embarrassed

i hate mint so much why does estradiol have to be so fucking minty

between a natural gas leak in my house and a breakup going so, so, unbelievably poorly i am SO done with this monday. fuck.

got my hair done feeling fresh and cute and stuff ☺️

there's someone at my gym that comes at similar times to me that just spends half his time working out staring at me, and like I get that I'm hot, but geez.

the feeling of freshly shaved legs under a blanket is so 😩

went out to a local drag show last night, for the first time since moving here three years ago (oops)

oh my god it was so nice to be around other queer folks, the room was sooo fucking trans 🥰

aaaa my hormone levels are fucking perfection i am so pleased 🥰

i guess the one good thing about these antidepressants being so impossible to get is that i don't really feel depressed anymore, just angry as fuck.

i hate pharmacies so goddamn much.

the Starbucks PWA is so unreliable I just keep a screenshot of my card's barcode handy for paying for coffee.

Their app refuses to work without google play services for no reason 😔

I honestly do more blocking of people than anything else on this website. It's great.