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Zari
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thirty nine days, we can make it thirty nine days right? right?? fuck.
notes
small posts and threads
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Zari
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thirty nine days, we can make it thirty nine days right? right?? fuck.
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Zari
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made a document that's like "people on the internet have made you doubt your plurality again, here's why your clinicians and you agree that it's the case" to try to spiral a little bit less about the whole thing
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Zari
(they/she)
made a document that's like "people on the internet have made you doubt your plurality again, here's why your clinicians and you agree that it's the case" to try to spiral a little bit less about the whole thing
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Zari
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we can tell we're getting older because every year we get a teeny bit more "why do they have to redesign everything all the time" where we used to enjoy the change
yes we did install the new Apple betas on all our devices day one, why do you ask (iPadOS 26 is very good though)
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Zari
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we can tell we're getting older because every year we get a teeny bit more "why do they have to redesign everything all the time" where we used to enjoy the change
yes we did install the new Apple betas on all our devices day one, why do you ask (iPadOS 26 is very good though)
🖤 some of our struggling to accept having DID, or like embracing it as a good or neutral part of who we are is because it’s a result of us enduring just horrendous things a child never should.
Our brain literally broke itself because we were abused, and now we’re supposed to be thankful for it??
🖤 we wish we could explain to our family what they did, why it hurt so much. but they’re genuinely like, too stupid to process it.
how the fuck we came from that family is genuinely very confusing at times. public education, folks, it’s good!
🖤 some of our struggling to accept having DID, or like embracing it as a good or neutral part of who we are is because it’s a result of us enduring just horrendous things a child never should.
Our brain literally broke itself because we were abused, and now we’re supposed to be thankful for it??
🖤 we wish we could explain to our family what they did, why it hurt so much. but they’re genuinely like, too stupid to process it.
how the fuck we came from that family is genuinely very confusing at times. public education, folks, it’s good!
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Zari
(they/she)
each of us is a wound taken by our brain and made into the shape of a person we wish we could've been
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Zari
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each of us is a wound taken by our brain and made into the shape of a person we wish we could've been
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Zari
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being mentally ill is really cool and fun 👍🏼 you will never regret having 5-7 people in your head ☺️
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Zari
(they/she)
being mentally ill is really cool and fun 👍🏼 you will never regret having 5-7 people in your head ☺️
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Zari
(they/she)
reading journal entries from just a few months ago and it's shocking both how accurate our initial instincts of our system composition were, and how much we've grown and changed and learned to communicate and cooperate in that time
also the tone of "what if we're plural??" is hilarious
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Zari
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reading journal entries from just a few months ago and it's shocking both how accurate our initial instincts of our system composition were, and how much we've grown and changed and learned to communicate and cooperate in that time
also the tone of "what if we're plural??" is hilarious
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Zari
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Just had an original Hue bulb fail that we bought in like, 2014-2015? Impressive lifespan, given how much we leave our lights on.
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Zari
(they/she)
Just had an original Hue bulb fail that we bought in like, 2014-2015? Impressive lifespan, given how much we leave our lights on.
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Zari
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sometimes we'd like to sit down with the first psychiatrist we ever met with back when we lived in San Francisco and scream "LOOK AT THIS LIST OF DIAGNOSES!!! LOOK!!"
he said we did not have ADHD and had "no signs of depression" and uh... that's the really boring part of what's going on up here
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Zari
(they/she)
sometimes we'd like to sit down with the first psychiatrist we ever met with back when we lived in San Francisco and scream "LOOK AT THIS LIST OF DIAGNOSES!!! LOOK!!"
he said we did not have ADHD and had "no signs of depression" and uh... that's the really boring part of what's going on up here
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Zari
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sort of wild that we had three gender-affirming surgeries without spending a single night in a hospital lol
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Zari
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sort of wild that we had three gender-affirming surgeries without spending a single night in a hospital lol