i wish i had figured out so much about myself earlier in life, when i still had a chance to build a life around it.
now it feels like things are out of my hands, and i just have to adapt and work with what i have.
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small posts and threadsi wish i had figured out so much about myself earlier in life, when i still had a chance to build a life around it.
now it feels like things are out of my hands, and i just have to adapt and work with what i have.
it’s sad that we live in a society where i sometimes am thankful that i was diagnosed with my disabilities as an adult… because of how poorly we treat disabled kids.
certainly in the early 2000’s things were worse so like, did the gifted kid burnout path ultimately traumatize me less? dunno!
i think regardless knowing i was autistic before my 30s would’ve been cool, explains a lot actually.
it’s sad that we live in a society where i sometimes am thankful that i was diagnosed with my disabilities as an adult… because of how poorly we treat disabled kids.
certainly in the early 2000’s things were worse so like, did the gifted kid burnout path ultimately traumatize me less? dunno!
i think regardless knowing i was autistic before my 30s would’ve been cool, explains a lot actually.
i know "i bought AirPods Pro and it's enabled me to manage my sensory overwhelm so much better that I am more productive than i've been in a long time" feels a little dramatic, but like, it's true!
i know "i bought AirPods Pro and it's enabled me to manage my sensory overwhelm so much better that I am more productive than i've been in a long time" feels a little dramatic, but like, it's true!
tired of having to uproot my entire life repeatedly to go somewhere safer.
i suppose it’s my fault for ever moving back home, but like, heaven forbid i want to live where i’m from. i do actually like it here a lot.
tired of having to uproot my entire life repeatedly to go somewhere safer.
i suppose it’s my fault for ever moving back home, but like, heaven forbid i want to live where i’m from. i do actually like it here a lot.
we really ruined online communication when we moved beyond “email me and i’ll respond whenever the fuck i feel like it”
we really ruined online communication when we moved beyond “email me and i’ll respond whenever the fuck i feel like it”
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everything feels so damn existential lately i am exhausted
everything feels so damn existential lately i am exhausted
how is anyone managing to keep up with basic household tasks right now, much less a job, friendships, hobbies, long-term planning?
i’m just stuck in perpetual despair.
how is anyone managing to keep up with basic household tasks right now, much less a job, friendships, hobbies, long-term planning?
i’m just stuck in perpetual despair.
there is like a 30% chance i am jumpscared by my own naked body any time i open a random app and it's getting annoying lmfao
there is like a 30% chance i am jumpscared by my own naked body any time i open a random app and it's getting annoying lmfao
okay now that my heart health is squared away, time for our regularly scheduled despair over not having people in my life that genuinely love and accept me and instead judge and shame me into who they want me to be
okay now that my heart health is squared away, time for our regularly scheduled despair over not having people in my life that genuinely love and accept me and instead judge and shame me into who they want me to be