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Zari
(they/she)
thinking about the cis woman who asked me if i'd had a tracheal shave because she couldn't see an adam's apple lmao
notes
small posts and threads
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Zari
(they/she)
i was forced to transition because i’m too good at shopping on instacart and doordash and we all know men aren’t capable of that
to be clear this dumbass replaced mucinex cold and flu am/pm with plain ass advil. thanks for nothing.
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Zari
(they/she)
apropos of nothing, we really don't have a clitoris
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Zari
(they/she)
hey if new alters could STOP showing up in the middle of the night that would be great we have enough thank you goodbye
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Melanie
(she/her)
remembered i’ve been sleeping in the bed i was assaulted in, can’t sleep now. i just want to go home already and never see this place again
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Zari
(they/she)
i had a leg cramp in the middle of the night that was so bad it hurts to walk this morning, hours later 😩
you can't pour from an empty cup
ours: broken in shards attempt after attempt to mend failing
unable to hold anything good
toxicity stays stuck tar staining personalities
we don't even know yet
- e
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Ethan
(he/him)
people are so fucking normal to us (also our MOM beat us thank you very much)
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Zari
(they/she)
love eating an entire box of shells and cheese for dinner we will certainly not regret eating an entire box of shells and cheese for dinner
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Zari
(they/she)
we will probably never publish our alter indicator parsing extension because the infinite possibilities of bio layout and the complexity of emoji make it break every 5 minutes >.<
that said if you want a copy i have a safari and chrome build i can share lol just no guarantees lmao
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Zari
(they/she)
rewatching bar rescue because i lack self-respect and need mindless entertaininment
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Zari
(they/she)
today was a lot better, group therapy was good. still no luck finding a new individual therapist though, keep getting really dismissive and discouraging responses from the therapists i reach out to 😔
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Ethan
(he/him)
let people talk about their experiences without having to provide a million disclaimers in the service of “nuance” like it’s some inherent moral good challenge
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Zari
(they/she)
have such a headache today, probably bc we forgot our anxiety meds before bed and also logged 25 switches yesterday 🥴
fuck ass brain
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Aria
(she/her)
WTHelly
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Ethan
(he/him)
i wish we got diagnosed with DID earlier bc i didn’t get any say in our transition care, and don’t love this body. but the others all like it so i just get to be unhappy and that sucks.
don’t know that anything would’ve changed, but i would feel better being involved in the decision-making?
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Ethan
(he/him)
real existential dread hours
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Zari
(they/she)
pro tip: if you forget your anxiety meds you may spend all afternoon spiraling, not that we'd know 🙃
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Zari
(they/she)
why does every therapeutic modality ever have a little disclaimer that's like "probably is harmful in individuals with DID" it's so annoying
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Zari
(they/she)
when subtitles say "[speaking spanish]" instead of just fucking transcribing what was said in spanish it pisses me off so much!!