notes

monogamous people complain about their dating lives without implying polyam people are the problem challenge

we're home from our mental health program for the weekend and oh my god we missed our bidet SO much lmao

it's fucking great that apple wouldn't accept my drivers license for identity verification for a developer account and instead i had to use my fucking passport that says im a fucking man

my sex is N/A

honestly feeling like we're starting to make real progress in our mental health program, noticing us handling things better and easier? it's really encouraging and we're oddly proud of ourselves.

we're learning that a toaster oven is a very critical part of my ability to feed ourself, as we impatiently heat up a full-size electric oven (so slow god) to heat a breakfast sandwich lmao

honestly if it weren’t for how difficult it makes dating it would mostly be funny how threatened and confused some men are by the concept of someone without genitals

guy: "i don't remember that conversation, i think i may have been drunk"

me: "i don't remember that conversation, i have dissociative amnesia"

god where's that dumb bitch that kept shouting at me about how gay people won marriage equality and we have to moderate ourselves and follow the same playbook for trans rights because look where that's gotten us lmfao

slept decently, got out of the apartment, had some phenomenal biscuits and gravy, talked to real people for a second. good morning.

in some ways my brain created a family of people to take care of me in my head because my external family was harmful. i’m thankful to have them during hard times like this. melanie and i have had some really helpful conversations.

the only constant in our life is that our body is for men to take and use for their pleasure however they like regardless of how it destroys us

do y'all shave your feet or are those unique brainworms we have

this lyft driver went around the block 4 times before stopping, reeks of weed, and misgendered me lmao sick

well there's literally not another room available on the property at all so i am forced to stare at and sleep in the bed that i was sexually assaulted in for the next two weeks while allegedly working on my mental health full time i'm sure that's going to go well

stares into camera so that was a lie

our arm is still sore and bruised from him biting us

never asked if that was okay either

random makeup tip: eyeshadow with shimmer for inner corner highlight accentuates texture and pulls light in a bad way – use a matte light skin-tone shade or like, bone/white if you're pale like me, it'll look much better. if you need shine for the look, a little glitter over that works better!